confessionizer

i read these confessions wondering if you ever wrote one about me…it hurts to know we’ll never be together and it hurts me more to realize you probably don’t think about me as much.

I project independence and strength. But more than career or health, I want a man to take care of me, and I want to cook for him.

I might as well go into a self induced coma and not come out until he comes home from deployment. There’s no point enjoying life when we can’t enjoy it together.

I’m *still* not comfortable with you being all buddy-buddy with all of my friends when you still treat me like garbage in private. What am I going to say to my friends — “Ignore her, she’s mean to me”? Ugh. I wish I never met you.

i want to take the risk with you because you are the only thing i’ve ever truly wanted…as risky as that is for me to admit.

i want you to want me. that is all.

i think you have another girl in your life. and i think that you want me out of yours. but it is the fact that i cant stop thinking about you and your life that makes me realise that i never want to leave. because i would drop anything to be your only girl. i would drop anything to be yours…and only yours. you not knowing that kills me.

I read it, even though you asked me not to. But, because of what I read, it made me like you even more. I can never share that with you.

sometimes i think that maybe he killed himself because of something i did or said that made him want to die.

Cheat on me once shame on me. Cheat on me twice & sure as shit I am cheating on you with as many of your friends as I feel like.

I am in love with a girl whose only redeeming qualities seem to be a great fucking ass & a passion for blow jobs. The fact she is Asian does not hurt either.

Did you post my dirty little secret. YET#$%^